Just finish watching his masters qualifiers. Are my expectations too high as a result of my disappointment? I guess cos he's someone so dear and that I know he's capable of more. It seems like you had 'give up' written all over your face and your just leaving it up to the man up there. But did u know while others were struggling, I know you were capable of more. There were so many of us behind you, you have got simply nothing to lose if you had put up a good fight.I know bowling 10 games was certainly not easy and it can be mentally draining, I guess in my eyes you were just so much stronger
I guess my expectations were just too high. Anyway, no point talking so much.It's over. I should just let it go.
Friday, November 27, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
4 more days
4 more days to our next anniversary.
tell me what this relationship means to you....
or should i say, what is relationship all about?
Romance, surprises, dates, special times, compromise....
i know you would think, every month, i must do this once,
put you thru this torture with all my thoughts.
i know you love me,
that's no doubt about it.
but sometimes, it isn't just about the feeling
it's about the actions too.
i need occasional surprises
occasional pampering
sometimes, i feel like it's empty promises
words without actions.
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this is what girl's would do for the ones they love
it's the moment of joy their love ones have when they do something sweet for them.
buy something they know the other desires despite being financially tight.
they always worry about the other first.
to them, nothine beats seeing the ones they love all happy and in smiles.
but is that the case for you men?
we often wonder.....
tell me what this relationship means to you....
or should i say, what is relationship all about?
Romance, surprises, dates, special times, compromise....
i know you would think, every month, i must do this once,
put you thru this torture with all my thoughts.
i know you love me,
that's no doubt about it.
but sometimes, it isn't just about the feeling
it's about the actions too.
i need occasional surprises
occasional pampering
sometimes, i feel like it's empty promises
words without actions.
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this is what girl's would do for the ones they love
it's the moment of joy their love ones have when they do something sweet for them.
buy something they know the other desires despite being financially tight.
they always worry about the other first.
to them, nothine beats seeing the ones they love all happy and in smiles.
but is that the case for you men?
we often wonder.....
Sunday, August 16, 2009
it's been awhile
it's really been awhile since i've last blogged... been really lazy. 2/3 of the year is nearly coming to an end and my polar bear and i are a few days a way from being together for a whole year. this year's been great, truely a wonderful one though we've had a fair share of squabbles, nothing to dramatic which is great. i've come to realise how much i want this relationship to work and over the months i've known that i've loved you so much more. the little things you do, making sure the fan is blown at me when i'm trying to nap, spending little nights together and so on. so we cross our first year anniversary, i know that there's more to come and i'm sure we'll have many more great years ahead.
like what nick has said, over the last 48 hours, it was really memorable. me being so involved in a wedding for a first time, giving my maid of honour speech that brought the emotional me to tears, seeing more best friend get married and most importantly being a part of it was simply the best! Thanks babe for all that you've done for me and being a part of my life, thanks for the suite u gave us to spend the night with. As you embark onto your next journey, i wish you all the best in this blissful message and wonderful times ahead as you walk on with Tony.
for more detailed description of the wedding,
http://nicky85.blogspot.com
chaoz
like what nick has said, over the last 48 hours, it was really memorable. me being so involved in a wedding for a first time, giving my maid of honour speech that brought the emotional me to tears, seeing more best friend get married and most importantly being a part of it was simply the best! Thanks babe for all that you've done for me and being a part of my life, thanks for the suite u gave us to spend the night with. As you embark onto your next journey, i wish you all the best in this blissful message and wonderful times ahead as you walk on with Tony.
for more detailed description of the wedding,
http://nicky85.blogspot.com
chaoz
Sunday, April 19, 2009
life's been great i suppose
although the occasional hiccups with my dear
but all's good
bowling session's getting better with pin 10's
and free coaching from my bf
so starting to see alittle more scores
and aliitle more betting with the bf!
every couples has its days,
ups and downs
some pull it through some don't
for me, i'll hang in there
cos i know, i cant bear to leave him
his little actions,
make sure i don't carry my ball to long a dist bcos of a strain neck
always wanting the best for me
putting me at first
just tells me how much he loves me
as i'm typing this post.
dearest is asleep and i'm up cos the little one is simply full of nonsense
trying to get his teeth on anything that he can bite
for your fyi... MR BF he took my camera out of my bag!
although the occasional hiccups with my dear
but all's good
bowling session's getting better with pin 10's
and free coaching from my bf
so starting to see alittle more scores
and aliitle more betting with the bf!
every couples has its days,
ups and downs
some pull it through some don't
for me, i'll hang in there
cos i know, i cant bear to leave him
his little actions,
make sure i don't carry my ball to long a dist bcos of a strain neck
always wanting the best for me
putting me at first
just tells me how much he loves me
as i'm typing this post.
dearest is asleep and i'm up cos the little one is simply full of nonsense
trying to get his teeth on anything that he can bite
for your fyi... MR BF he took my camera out of my bag!
Friday, April 10, 2009
10 April 2009
what seemed like a normal fishing trip at a place we had been too many times took un unexpected turn. we arrived at NSRCC at around 10ish, parked the car, waited for the guys to set up their stuff before to took a walk to a further and different place, a tidebreaker nearby.
as francis, angeline and i walked towards half of the tidebreaker, we heard a gentle sound... it was a little kitten meowing for help and it was coming from the rocks at the bottom near the water. as we took a closer look, francis spotted the kitten, but we were simply carry too many things, so we took a few more steps, put the things aside before trying to save that little life. after outting our stuff down, we walked back, the meowing had stopped. but francis was stille able to spot it and brought her up from the rocks. when she she taken out, she was shivering, all cold and wet from the sea current splashing on her. guess the afternoon's raing didn't make it any better. i knew by leaving her here not getting fred to buy food wasnt gonna help. the little one would still freeze, i thought of Mira, gave her a call and immediately, i rushed to the car and drove quickly over with angeline and the kitten in a little container. while carrying the little one out, she was whinning and meowing and all i could do was try to pacify her and get her to somewhere warmer faster.
when we arrived at mira's place, she had gotten a towel and basket ready to embrace and take care of the little one. i took the towel, dried her up alittle, checked for little fleas which there were none, mira prepared milk and we fed her. knowing she was in very safe hands, i left to join the guys (telling the little one to make it good and hang on) and to celebrate with a suprise cake for my darling. i msged mira, and she updated the status of the little one
11 April 00:42 she's sleeping like a baby, she's dried up, stopped shivering and is sleeping at the corner of mira's room.
00:44 my dad, she's so quiet, not even my mom knows she's around.haha
00:49 no prob, can drop by in the evening, well she's definitely pulled my dad's heartstrings, we're watching her, make sure she stablize asap.
and both mira and the little one went to bed. i headed back telling nick aboutthe little one and all, Praying she would survive. but this morning, mira msged and called saying her condition took for a turn. i didn't have the car, or i would have rushed down, hence mira and her dad rushed the little one to mount pleasant. but it was too late, the little one's heart stopped as they just arrived. after mush attempted to revive it... she's just didn't make it. when mira called she too was in tears, and my tears just started flowing too.
i just wonder, why make us find her at the rocks all wet and cold fighting for a chance of survival, and just when she even finds someone to save her and prevent her from being washing in the coming currents, she doesn't even make it past 24 hours. all i can say is we've tired our best, to save the little one, tyring to give it a better home, but guess the weather didn't make it easy for her to fight for survival. no one knows how she got there, how long she's been there, and if she had hidden illness. but for sure, i was afraid she had peumonia, after being in such circumstances.
we pray for your safe departure, though it was tough. i'll remember your tiger eye coloured eyes, dark grey and a tinge of brownish gold on the tip of your furs. somehow, i'm feeling so upset.
anywhoos.... Happy Birthday My Dearest!
as francis, angeline and i walked towards half of the tidebreaker, we heard a gentle sound... it was a little kitten meowing for help and it was coming from the rocks at the bottom near the water. as we took a closer look, francis spotted the kitten, but we were simply carry too many things, so we took a few more steps, put the things aside before trying to save that little life. after outting our stuff down, we walked back, the meowing had stopped. but francis was stille able to spot it and brought her up from the rocks. when she she taken out, she was shivering, all cold and wet from the sea current splashing on her. guess the afternoon's raing didn't make it any better. i knew by leaving her here not getting fred to buy food wasnt gonna help. the little one would still freeze, i thought of Mira, gave her a call and immediately, i rushed to the car and drove quickly over with angeline and the kitten in a little container. while carrying the little one out, she was whinning and meowing and all i could do was try to pacify her and get her to somewhere warmer faster.
when we arrived at mira's place, she had gotten a towel and basket ready to embrace and take care of the little one. i took the towel, dried her up alittle, checked for little fleas which there were none, mira prepared milk and we fed her. knowing she was in very safe hands, i left to join the guys (telling the little one to make it good and hang on) and to celebrate with a suprise cake for my darling. i msged mira, and she updated the status of the little one
11 April 00:42 she's sleeping like a baby, she's dried up, stopped shivering and is sleeping at the corner of mira's room.
00:44 my dad, she's so quiet, not even my mom knows she's around.haha
00:49 no prob, can drop by in the evening, well she's definitely pulled my dad's heartstrings, we're watching her, make sure she stablize asap.
and both mira and the little one went to bed. i headed back telling nick aboutthe little one and all, Praying she would survive. but this morning, mira msged and called saying her condition took for a turn. i didn't have the car, or i would have rushed down, hence mira and her dad rushed the little one to mount pleasant. but it was too late, the little one's heart stopped as they just arrived. after mush attempted to revive it... she's just didn't make it. when mira called she too was in tears, and my tears just started flowing too.
i just wonder, why make us find her at the rocks all wet and cold fighting for a chance of survival, and just when she even finds someone to save her and prevent her from being washing in the coming currents, she doesn't even make it past 24 hours. all i can say is we've tired our best, to save the little one, tyring to give it a better home, but guess the weather didn't make it easy for her to fight for survival. no one knows how she got there, how long she's been there, and if she had hidden illness. but for sure, i was afraid she had peumonia, after being in such circumstances.
we pray for your safe departure, though it was tough. i'll remember your tiger eye coloured eyes, dark grey and a tinge of brownish gold on the tip of your furs. somehow, i'm feeling so upset.
anywhoos.... Happy Birthday My Dearest!
Sunday, March 15, 2009
it's all great!
The weekend has just passed nothing really eventful. but nonetheless we both cherish and appreciate the moments spent together
Caught Race to Witch Mountain on friday night
and my baby satisfied my cravings for Canele on Sat night
we took a nap at east coast park in the car... funny right.
we headed out after dinner at his aunt's place and sending his dad home.
following that it was too early
so we took a drive, took a nap in the car
then i briefly mentioned about having Canele
and after the nap, Canele it was (4 macaroons, a chocolate cake (which baby ate most of it and 2 Caneles, which he now likes too.)
then fishing tackle shop again.
sat him to work the past few days,
then it was watching him bowl his national league,
and suddenly i became his manager
anyway, enough of recounting what we did.
just wanna say that i'm loving every single moment with him
and hun, thanks for always driving me around,
letting me fall asleep in the car when i'm tired,
taking me to new places to eat,
satisfying my cravings,
and most importantly
holding my hand has we travel from place to place.
*pls take care of your health k, it's a long way more as we venture this journey together*
Caught Race to Witch Mountain on friday night
and my baby satisfied my cravings for Canele on Sat night
we took a nap at east coast park in the car... funny right.
we headed out after dinner at his aunt's place and sending his dad home.
following that it was too early
so we took a drive, took a nap in the car
then i briefly mentioned about having Canele
and after the nap, Canele it was (4 macaroons, a chocolate cake (which baby ate most of it and 2 Caneles, which he now likes too.)
then fishing tackle shop again.
sat him to work the past few days,
then it was watching him bowl his national league,
and suddenly i became his manager
anyway, enough of recounting what we did.
just wanna say that i'm loving every single moment with him
and hun, thanks for always driving me around,
letting me fall asleep in the car when i'm tired,
taking me to new places to eat,
satisfying my cravings,
and most importantly
holding my hand has we travel from place to place.
*pls take care of your health k, it's a long way more as we venture this journey together*
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
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