i want to remember everything you say to me
for it to be part of our memories
i wish that everything you say to me
will come true


i'll have to say that this past 2 months, has been great. eventful, fun etc... (all the positive words you can think of). for the first time, we exchanged words in a pretty harsh tone but we both knew that it was cos of the insufficient slp after a night of fishing. i felt so guilty, that i didn't know what to say, i wanted to step out of the car and apologise but i was afraid, i allowed my ego to get to me. when you walked over, i was afraid you would scream at me or get even more angry at me. never did i expect you to apologise to me, i felt a huge sense of relief. that was when i knew that you meant a lot to me, that i made the right choice by taking the step with you, giving this relationship a chance.

dear, thanks for the fishing trip you brought me on. though i didn't help much and didn't learn much. but i just enjoyed the time has long as you were here with me. i was really tired to be honest, but knowing you were there and knowing that i'll be in safe hands was all that mattered. you know i enjoy the little bickers we have when i tell you i wanna drive, the little wagers we have while we bowl or when you bowl and league. just wanna say that i really enjoy my time spent with you.

i wish that all these will never come to an end. that you'll be here to walk with me through my ups and downs. be with me, be a part of the next big part of my life, walk with me as we endure and survive through the hardships. we'll get by through the financial instability and through all these, i'm sure it'll strengthen this r/s.

for now dar, have faith in yourself. have faith that you will make it big someday so long as the right opportunity comes. and come what may, i'll be here to support you and i'll be 2 steps behind. i have faith in you so don't ever think you'll fall short of what others think of you. should you need all the pep talk and assurances of yourself, you'll know who to come to.

i love you, i really do