i want to remember everything you say to me
for it to be part of our memories
i wish that everything you say to me
will come true


i'll have to say that this past 2 months, has been great. eventful, fun etc... (all the positive words you can think of). for the first time, we exchanged words in a pretty harsh tone but we both knew that it was cos of the insufficient slp after a night of fishing. i felt so guilty, that i didn't know what to say, i wanted to step out of the car and apologise but i was afraid, i allowed my ego to get to me. when you walked over, i was afraid you would scream at me or get even more angry at me. never did i expect you to apologise to me, i felt a huge sense of relief. that was when i knew that you meant a lot to me, that i made the right choice by taking the step with you, giving this relationship a chance.

dear, thanks for the fishing trip you brought me on. though i didn't help much and didn't learn much. but i just enjoyed the time has long as you were here with me. i was really tired to be honest, but knowing you were there and knowing that i'll be in safe hands was all that mattered. you know i enjoy the little bickers we have when i tell you i wanna drive, the little wagers we have while we bowl or when you bowl and league. just wanna say that i really enjoy my time spent with you.

i wish that all these will never come to an end. that you'll be here to walk with me through my ups and downs. be with me, be a part of the next big part of my life, walk with me as we endure and survive through the hardships. we'll get by through the financial instability and through all these, i'm sure it'll strengthen this r/s.

for now dar, have faith in yourself. have faith that you will make it big someday so long as the right opportunity comes. and come what may, i'll be here to support you and i'll be 2 steps behind. i have faith in you so don't ever think you'll fall short of what others think of you. should you need all the pep talk and assurances of yourself, you'll know who to come to.

i love you, i really do

happy 2nd month :)

the past week at your place,
made me think alot
but these are thoughts that i guess i will keep to myself for now
dont worry, nothing negative

i know there are many worries that are weighing you down
but pls know that as your gf,
i'm here to shared the load with you
so long as you're willing too

nights or time spent with you maybe simple
but honestly,
i love them
i love the way you hold me
the way you irritate me and make me smile
the way i never fail to get angry with you

i'll be here for you
watching and supporting you

and i pray that you'll be selected for the sq job :)

i'm so proud of my darlin
his determination to slim down
to make it for sq
and when he said that he was doing it for..
health, friends, family and gf
the word gf made my heart cringe

silly one,
i'll be here with you
through thick and thin
i know it's been barely 2 mths
i myself am surprised at how much i wish for this to all work out
i known it's very fast
but a part of me just knows that everything feels very right

i'm glad to be the one in your life supporting you
and i promise i'll be here

you know baby,
i'm grateful you came my way
i'm thankful for how things happened
and i thank the man up there for bringing you to me after 5 years

let's make the best of it
and paint the colours of each other's lives

love ya

10 Golden Rules for staying Happy with the One You Love

1. First and foremost, love each other. Realize how lucky you are to be in love with someone who loves you. Say “I love you” often and in different ways. Surprise each other often with gifts of praise to show your love. Remember that love grows in an atmosphere of freedom and trust, not from restraint and obligation. Do things to keep your love and romance new and alive. Don’t take love for granted, ever. It’s such a blessing…

2. Listen objectively to each other, as you would to a friend. Acceptance is a key to understanding and a buffer for tension and resentment. Don’t take things personally; give each other the right to have different opinions, the right to disagree. You don’t want anyone to control your feelings, so don’t try to own someone else’s, not even the feelings of the one you love.

3. Never stop treating each other like sweethearts. Talk to each other as sweethearts. Do things that sweethearts do. Share the chores around the house. Work together in achieving your goals. Do things just to make the other one feel loved, especially when he/ she might be feeling a little down. Take pride in the way you look and act, for yourself and for your partner, but never let external values have more importance than the internal feelings of your heart.

4. Take care of each other. Go to the doctor with each other. Put the other one first, but don’t neglect your own needs either. Do the things that show that you’re interested in your partner’s needs and desires and problems.

5. Look to each other for help. Don’t let your problems or concerns get out of hand and make you go in opposite directions. Be joyful that you’ve each made a commitment to each other… through sickness or health, poverty or wealth, or whatever comes along. You’re in this life together. Be thankful.

6. Talk about things together the way you would talk with a friend. Absolutely refuse to say anything negative about your partner. Share your most important secrets, and never betray the secrets of your partner; treat them as almost sacred. Keep your own identity, but walk together as one. Don’t ever give up on your love.

7. Settle the fact that you’ve made your choice and that you are no longer looking for anyone else. Don’t flirt and think of the consequences. Don’t consider it.

8. Be in agreement about how your money is spent. Big items should have the approval of both. Talk about how to manage your finances.

9. When in doubt about your actions, ask yourself how you would want to be treated and then act accordingly. If you’ve argued never go to sleep without asking the other’s forgiveness, even when you don’t feel like it or want to. Be faithful about this; you won’t be sorry. Do what would make you both the happiest in the long run and be the best for your relationship.

10. Have fun!

~Donna Fargo~

it's been barely 2 mths
but it feel like it's been a long time
everything just feel so great
i love the times
we have our moments of calling names,
i love the times even if we dont do anything
but i'm by ur side
baby, i'm loving you everyday
so much so i'm afraid

the elders will say find someone who loves you more than you love him
but to me,
it doesn't matter so long as i'm appreciated and loved in return

no matter how,
i wont let my insecurities get to me k ( i hope)
cos like you say if i want us to haf a gd future ahead,
stick with you and dont think so much

and so here i am
not moving an inch
so bear with my nonsense :)

i don't know much but i know i love you

my dearest has decided to fly for SQ
and he has logged on and applied
i'm happy and excited for him,
i'll always be supportive of what he does other (than his smoking)
but i guess,
there is that sense of apprehensiveness
of how people often say r/s with air stewardess or stewards dun work out
i guess i should say i have faith in you,
just like how you tell me to have faith in you
but the external factors,
people liking you and all would be something beyond my control
i am afraid of you going away, that i'll have to admit

but which ever the case,
i'll be here to support your decision
cos i know i'm partly the reason why you wanna work so hard
and for that i'll be here for you,
supporting and loving you

some people say one is together with another cos of convenience , comfort or even companionship.
the only word i disagree above, is the word convenience the remaining 2 words, i guess it's often a very thin line. but for me, i feel be it comfort or companionship, we all know that these are 2 important components of a relationship in order for it to work. most importantly, i feel that at the end, there is love for the person, i mean we cant stop loving a person 100% in the beginning, i guess it's a gradual process.

baby, if you are reading this
the first part may seem very pessimistic
but dun be mistaken
at the beginning, yes i told u i needed time,
but yet a part of me has slowly or almost quickly opened up to you
and allowed you to be a part of my life
i yes, the 5 years of foundation as a friendship played a great role
the 5 years, i have seen what you were like though now, as my bf... hmmmm it surely is different and i see a whole new side of you and your nonsense
but i'm glad to say that i gave us a shot,
cos i feel we are going on fine and that we are really enjoying having each other around
i'm thankful and i owe it to you

i feel that i have so much to say,
maybe one day i'll share it with you
it's always hard to really pen down the thoughts
but in short baby
Thanks for everything you've done
you know the simple yet great sacrifices you've done for me

i love you :)