Auntie Carina says i look like that... long face, long ears which resembles my long hair and most importantly short legs... but for those who are reading my blog, you guys still have to love me... specially YOU!

And this is the lil fella we brought home... Trax
He can really be a handful... but nonetheless, looking after him is fun and it's giving us good training in parenting haha... darlin said if we ever get married, Trax will be our paige boy...

Seeing you look after the lil one, i know you'll make a good daddy some day when you have your own kids, just who is the lucky wife and kids that get to spend the rest of your life with you.

*guess what mom said," if you guys are serious, you all should get engaged next year." i was like "WHAT", anyway that a topic for discussion many many more years to come.

till then, i just wanna enjoy the times spent with you, creating the best memories and not live a moment of regret. i do love you.

guess where i'm blogging from.... the bus
just left airport not long from seeing the boy for guess what
6 mins...
but good enough i suppose

darlin complimented me...
"you look so much better now"
why, cos i rebonded my hair!
yes.... finally!

was kinda upset last night...
i teared too
i know you'll read this hun,
but pls dun feel bad

i'm not exactly upset,
more disappointed i suppose
just wish you could be more expressive
all girls just like to know how the other feels inner most

guess sometimes,
i wish you'll tell me how important i am
just like how i would tell you
but nonetheless, i still love you so very much

each time i throw something like that on you
i feel bad...
cos shouldn't i already be contented that you love me
and with you i feel safe and secure, that i can be myself?

sometimes i wonder why do i even get upset.
but that's something i need to figure myself....

miss ya