it's been a while since i've last blog
and i'm officially 23

birthday was nothing fantastic
just simple cake with my dear and his 2 great buddies
a lunch with a ben and jerry's customer
and movie with darlin and nigel Madagadscar.
do birthdays really just get boring or plain simple as one gets older
but i guess its just a simple day

i was alittle upset that this years birthday was just a really simple affair
but i guess i have to console myself with the many well wishes, phone calls and facebook posts
thank everyone for the well wishes and for remembering my special day

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i used to have my silly thoughts
and wonder if he really loves me
but i've slowly come to realise
he really does love me even though he doesn't say much
my heart cringes when i think about him
i know i love him that much too haha

i told mummy that i can trust that nick wont fool around
but she says guys will be guys and dun be too sure
so my dearest, when you read this...
i'm sure you know what to do.

but i have to say,
darlin, your hugs make me feel secure
and i love being in your arms
i dun want this feeling to ever go away
the feeling of security
should it one that go away...
then i wonder what will happen.

for now, thank you dear